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What cannot be forgotten is, more often than not, not grand.
The moments that linger in memory are rather those with no explanation, seemingly insignificant, only to quietly burrow into the heart long after they have passed.
Perhaps that is why, the more we try to forget, the clearer they become, and the things that return on their own without being held onto remain the longest.

Sometimes, a thought crosses my mind.
Maybe people do not live in order to forget, but to endure the moments they cannot forget.
A single unexpected word that seeped in, the warmth that touched the tips of fingers, a fleeting glance, a small smile that seemed like nothing at the time—those moments remain firm even as time passes, softly lighting up a corner of everyday life.

The same goes for not being able to forget someone.
There are days when thinking of that person quiets the heart for no reason, and days when it stirs everything within.
Some days, I pass by pretending to be fine, only to have their traces suddenly return through something trivial—a faint scent, a similar voice, the stillness of an old, lingering dawn.
To say something cannot be forgotten does not truly mean we refuse to forget; it means that those fragments of feeling still exist, subtly, within who we are.

Unforgettable things, strangely, change me.
Whether because that moment was too painful, too warm, or too brief.
For whatever reason, they push me forward somewhere, or at times make me stop.
Even longing, when you think about it, may be a force for change.
Some memories make me more cautious, some make me kinder, and some, while telling me I can never return to the past, quietly guide me toward another path.

When I try to force myself to discard what cannot be forgotten, it only embeds itself deeper.
So now, I have decided to accept it, little by little.
Those moments have not moved away from me; they have become pieces that make up who I am.
Whether they were good or painful, whether they will return or not, all those times hold both the light and shadow of the path I have walked.

A thought suddenly came to me.
Perhaps it is because there are things we cannot forget that we are able to keep encountering new ones.
Because we are never completely emptied, the heart continues to tremble, and because it trembles, it creates space to receive new warmth.

So, not being able to forget is never a flaw.
Rather, it is proof that we were alive, that we truly looked at someone, or at a moment, with sincerity.

And today as well, very slowly, I will keep moving forward, together with the things I cannot forget.